Dad has had surgery, and results will come through tomorrow. Mum was diagnosed with breast cancer, and went into chemo yesterday My sis in law is having complications and has high blood pressure, so may be induced for birth tomorrow. I started a new job monday.
Mum flew down to stay with me for 5 weeks last night. WHich has now been shortened to three weeks. Dad had two melanoma....one of which they think may have spread to the glands under his arms or to his groin....theyre doing surgery and further tests soon. If it has spread, he will have to have chemo....
You know how songs bring back memories or you have a person that a song reminds you of?
I put my itunes on shuffle and this is what I came up with.
Alanis - Hands Clean - Driving in the snow in Canada 2002 with Kathleen Pussy Cat Dolls - Beep - Hayden, Jeremy, Holley and Me dancing podium at the Court 2005 Regina Spektor - Samson - Paulo 2006 Espen Lind - When Suzanna Cries - Darmstadt, Germany - Paula and Me sitting on her balcony in the rain. 2002 Peaches - Operate - Hanging out with Julian just after we'd become friends, 2006 Silverchair - Emotion Sickness - 1999 - Rottnest Year 10 Brick - Ben Folds Five - Ryan, who loves to play ben folds Greenday - When I Come around - My Brother when I was little Gwen Stefani - Bubble Pop Electric - Claire Scarf rocking out in the car on the way to the gym 2006 Shakira - Objection (Tango) - Shaking bootie with Catherine at the Deen when Loop used to still play there live every saturday (2003) Bodyrox Feat Lucia - Yeah Yeah - Peaking off my face at connies 2007 with jeremy simon and paulo Iio - Rapture - THE Song of end of 2001, jacqui, cat, steph, ryan, tina Melina Jackson - Fall in Love - Paul and I dancing around at work Natalie Imbruglia - Beauty on the Fire - Sitting on the window sill at the top of the tallest building in boston, 2003
Steph came over yesterday. Shes decided to stay in Perth rather than take the posting to China, before she decided she asked me what I thought she should do...but thats not something I can answer for her. Im definitely glad shes staying, shes one of those people I share a bond and history with. There arent too many people left now.
Bit sick, getting better.
Note to self, dont take too many cold and flu tablets all at once...
Paris Hilton is out of jail, now she might be going back in.
She must love all the publicity. I bet she'll write a tell all book about it....Well she'll say three words and some author will turn it into a book. Its not like she can write.
Furthermore the slut must love going in and out, its a change for her coz shes used to having things go in and out of her instead.
God for some reason the football is on on my tv and the sound is muted.
It just looks like a bunch of kids playing chasie and fighting over a ball....and then chucking a tantrum at the teacher (referee) when they're told they're not playing nice.
No wonder they give them a point for missing...to stop them whinging more
"Oh nice try you missed give him a point for participating anyway"
Jacqui gets back this week from sydney. It wil be the first time that ive seen her since december 2005. I cant wait to laugh, cry, hug and just share everything. One of those friends that although we havent seen each other for such a long time, she will walk in th door and it will be like i saw her yesterday.....one of those people, a lifelong friend, that you know no matter where life takes either of you, or whether you lose contact, that you are in their thoughts and they are in yours.
Some people are fleeting, some people are not. However you can never tell which ones will be which until it happens.
Someone said that to me recently.
Excited!!!!
current music: My Chemical Romance - Famous Last Words
So my house has sold, the one that I lived in for 17 years. It feels weird, but everytime I go back there it feels a little less like home, things are getting moved out and as the stuff goes, the familiarity of it does too.
I cant wait for the Piano to be delivered to my unit next week, its been so frustrating having to go home to practice. Oh and i get the big fridge....no shitty little bar fridge for me no more! hehe
Going up to darwin for four days this friday which is nice, itll be good to just go up and do nothing but read a book for four days and then when I come back uni will have started. Itll be nice to have a small break before the grind of semester starts again.
One semester left and im done....God it will have been 4 1/2 years. Ill have to find a full time job rather than a casual one..eek. But having a salary will be cool.
I was back in Louisiana (I spent a year there as an exchange student when I was 17) and I was seeing all my old friends and talking to my host parents and at my family home there.
Then we were all on canoes on a Bayou (swamp) near new orleans trying to paddle to a pizza hut (no idea why paddling they have roads). But I was too eager to get there and went over a waterfall and went past the shops by like a mile.
Suddenly everything was dark and people kept yelling "Katrina is coming! Katrina is coming!" (The Hurricane that destroyed new orleans). But the people in the other boats were now my highschool friends, ryan, kaet, steph, catherine, jacqui. And then I was underwater, there was debris, cars, dead people, houses, boats and i had a torch in my hand and I was swimming through all this trying to find the surface.
When I got to the surface it was just me and ryan and we were miles from where the boats all went down in the waves and then we saw a rescue boat and I can remember saying 'A little too much too late' and we hopped on to go back to where the boat went down.
We got back to the place and there were bodies everywhere and i was beginning to lose it, poking them and turning them over to see if they were the people I thought they were. But then we heard screams and it was catherine, kaet and jacqui. We got to them on an upturned boat, and as I saw them i didnt even say hello I noticed some black hair in the water.....it was steph floating ace down. All i remember is being in the water and frantically dragging her lifeless body to shore, and then turning her over and was about to do mouth to mouth. At this point she throws up water, groans and goes "Antony we did that when we were 15, you dont like girls".
I woke up hysterically crying. I thought she was dead.
The whole of yesterday I had woken up feeling really crap and it continued throughout the day, really bad headache, just couldnt get into the groove of the day etc etc.
I figured out at about 5pm that I hadnt had a coffee yet. So i had one.
First the All Saints Ruin the Red Hot Chilli Peppers "Under the Bridge"
then
Madonna screws up "American Pie"
but NOW
The Sugababes and Girls Aloud have completely MASSACRED
Aerosmith's - 'Walk this way' sla Will the madness never end?
They deserve to be spat on for this....i like their music (not yours girls aloud you should all be put in a box and sent out to sea) But SERIOUSLY I would slap these girls so hard for this!
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